Love Letter from Mr. Darcy

My dearest love, I am writing this letter for you to keep close in my absence.

With the ceremony in some short weeks, there is much to do. It will be a beautiful day, to be remembered fondly for the rest of our lives.

I must say, it’s growing more difficult for me to be away from you. I rest assured, however, knowing that Pemberley is in your loving care. Please know I will return as soon as I am able.

Never have I been so at home in those walls than the moment you first entered them. Your presence and warmth have been felt in these weeks, in ways I cannot express with mere words.

Your liveliness, your beauty, and yes, even your determination - which at times can challenge even my own - are but few of the reasons you have captured my heart.

My dearest love, the ways in which you captivate me are boundless, and I find myself growing ever-distracted by the thought of your lips.

I must confess, the moments that often enter my mind on these lonely nights are that of our first embrace in the gardens.

Never has my heart felt so light as when the air was cleared between us, after all that time. The joy and elation I felt knowing your sentiments about me had changed to mirror my own… feelings I had tried to suppress for so long to no avail.

And never have I felt such longing as I did when you began to unbutton your dress. Never have I seen such beauty, every curve of your body was etched into my mind that day, as you revealed yourself to me.

I had so often dreamt of the moment, so often thought about your form and your warmth… the look in your eyes as you undressed for me is something I will never forget.

I think about it often… especially now with these nights apart, the softness of your skin as I touched you, the way your lips parted in pleasure, the sounds you made, mingling with the birds, drowned out by the breeze.

Secluded in that forest, we were finally joined as one, and I have no fonder memory than this.

Even now, writing to you from afar, I am thinking about your lips, your moans, your taste.

Oh, my love, the way you taste… the sounds you make as I part your legs, my fingers gripping your thighs… my tongue teasing you as my fingers slowly push inside…

God, your desire so sweet, feeling you clench around my fingers as you beg me to continue, to give you more, to give you everything.

I long to give you everything you desire, always.

Now, I long to feel your legs wrapped around me and look into your eyes as I slide deep inside you, feeling your warmth around my shaft.

Oh, my love, the sounds you make.

Never stop, as I let my hands roam around your body. Your breasts, so soft and supple, your nipples, so tender… to kiss and bite your soft skin as I thrust even deeper still…

To feel you again, to give you the pleasure you deserve, is something I cannot be without for much longer.

I want nothing more than to feel the way your back arches as my fingers slide between your legs, me pushing deep inside you…

Moan for me, my love. I long to hear my name softly spoken from your lips as the pleasure takes hold.

Oh god, I cannot be without you again in this life, to be denied your warmth and your love, to never again feel your nails across my back as I thrust harder inside…

Yes, my love… oh god, yes.

Being without you, I can only do so much… but to think of how you feel, how it feels when we are together…

Stroking myself to the thought of your moans filling the room, this empty room I so desperately wish you were here with me…

It is a pale comparison against the way you clench around me, your breasts bouncing as we get closer and closer to shared ecstasy…

Oh god, yes.

So close… I won’t stop, my love.

Hold you close, never to be parted again. To fill you, feel you around me, to kiss your lips and your neck, to breathe in your scent…

Yes, yes! To breathe in your scent and feel you begin to tremble…

Your moans filling the air as you plead with me, your nails digging into my skin as I thrust faster now, oh god, yes…

My love, to feel you tighten around me, to hear you on the brink of release, to know I am the one who can make you feel more than ever before…

Yes, god, yes. Yes, my love.

Yes, let it go. Let it go, my love. All over me, please - let me feel it, let me feel you.

Oh, Elizabeth…

Yes… my love.

Soon we will be together again.

You are my light, my love, my life.

I cannot wait until you are back in my arms. In our home, in our bed. Never to be parted again.

Until then, my love… hold this letter close. The thought will warm us both.

Forever yours, Fitzwilliam Darcy