Anxiety Comfort for Him

Hey babe… why are you awake? It’s three in the morning.

Can’t sleep? Is the storm keeping you up?

I will absolutely not go back to sleep, babe. Not when you’re awake.

Shhh, don’t. I’d rather be awake with you any night. If you’ve got something on your mind, I wanna hear about it.

So… spill. What’s up?

Yeah, you said earlier this week that she was making things more difficult than usual. It seems like ever since she took over, expectations are soaring while communication is just… well, not.

Honestly, all of that sucks. It makes sense why you’re feeling anxious about it all.

And I’m sure the weather isn’t helping either… I know you hate these stormy nights.

I know you can take care of yourself, baby. You can do anything, but that doesn’t mean you have to do it alone.

Of course, I don’t think you expect me to stay up with you, but if you’re feeling anxious and can’t sleep, I wanna be here for you.

So here, why don’t I switch on the light and we’ll just… talk. Okay?

I’ll sit up a bit, like this, and you can rest your head right here. Just come here, and let me run my fingers through your hair while you tell me more.

Oh. Yeah, that makes sense. That’s okay, baby. We don’t have to talk about it.

Instead, I wanna talk about those shorts you got…

They’re so long! Like, full 90s board shorts situation. Did you get a plastic visor to go with them? Because that would totally complete the look…

Oh my god, I know. Do you remember that time we took a roadtrip to the beach, and we saw those dudes at the truck stop? With those neon board shorts?

In sunlight, those shorts were genuinely hard to look at, but I’m ashamed to admit I also thought they were the pinnacle of cool back then.

I know! I didn’t know anywhere even made them anymore. The vibes were, as they say, immaculate.

Though if you get a pair like that… can you let me know first? So I can get the appropriate eye protection first.

I know, I don’t need eye damage via board shorts. I’m clumsy enough.

I mean, earlier I walked right into the coffee table… you know, the one I haven’t moved since we got it three years ago.

Exactly! Now imagine me when I can’t see, I’d be covered in bruises.

Look at that smile, you’ve got such an amazing smile. Just seeing it always lifts my spirits and makes me feel better.

Mhm, it's like a hug, but for my eyeballs. Which is definitely, absolutely, a very normal thing to say.

Okay, yeah. That was awful, I’ll never say that again.

You still feeling some kind of way? Or is it letting up?

No, I know you didn’t say specifically… but work’s been rough lately and I know it can kind of… linger, especially at night when you’re trying to settle down for bed…

So, how are you doing? Mind still feeling busy?

Okay, well that’s an improvement… but I wanna help. How else can I help you, baby?

And if you’re not sure that’s okay too. There’s no rush for this.

I know we have work in the morning, but it’s better to get less good sleep than more bad sleep.

And that’s a fact, okay? A definitely true one… Well, it sounds right anyway. Don’t quote me… but I stand by it.

Maybe I should sign all my work emails that way: “Don’t quote me.”

Oh god, that’s amazing. How annoyed do you think she’d be if that was your email signature?

Actually, how long do you think it would take her to notice, given she apparently doesn’t read anyone’s emails?

Honestly, I wonder if anyone would even tell her. Maybe the whole office would just wait for that little surprise to come to fruition… make a little game out of it.

I bet. Hopefully, she backs off soon, but that doesn’t make it any easier right now. Those days can be hard.

Even when you’ve done nothing wrong, it can still be nerve-wracking to feel like you’re under so much scrutiny.

You’ve done nothing wrong, and you have all the documentation to show it. You work smart, and hard. Everything you need is in writing.

I know it’s a lot, but you’re not alone in all this. So when it gets a bit much, let me know and I can take care of you okay?

Good, you’re not in this alone. Not tonight, not ever.

Wanna try some slow, deep breaths? We can do them together.

It’s okay, I’ll guide you. Breathe in, for four seconds…

Now hold it for four seconds…

Then exhale, four seconds…

Now hold it for another four seconds, don’t breathe in just yet.

Good, really good, just like that. Let’s do it a few more times, hm?

It’s called box breathing. It can sometimes feel a bit weird doing it, but it helps lower your heart rate, clears the mind and soothes you. Wanna try it again?

Of course. One more. Try not to think about anything else, just focus on your breathing.

Still too many thoughts?

Well, better out than in. Let’s try to get them out.

How? Well, there’s any number of things we can do: write them all down, or talk through the big ones.

Some other more fun and effective ways… more… active ones.

Some I think you’d definitely enjoy more than others.

Mhm, see, those are just the kind I thought you might enjoy. Ones that mean you can relax, while I help you feel a little bit more… present.

Starting… here. Does that sound good?

Well if you’re open to it, I’d love to use my mouth… to distract you… to make you forget about everything else… except for feeling good.

That sound good to you, baby?

Then lie back, and let me take care of you.

That’s it, you just lie back on the pillows. I’ll take care of everything tonight… starting… right… here…

Ooo, I love the way you react when I trail my fingertips down your chest. You’re so adorably sexy like this…

So, soft and gentle… so open… and already so hard.

No, baby. No teasing tonight. Straight to the good stuff, like this… while I take your cock out and make you feel so good.

I wanna make you feel so good that you forget anxiety… and everything else.

Especially with my lips… here.

Mmm, I love kissing your cock. Right here, under the head… where you’re so sensitive…

And I really love the way you react, how your whole body jerks when I trail my tongue…. Here.

That’s so good. I love the way you moan when I lick and kiss along your shaft.

You taste incredible. You feel even better.

Especially when I just… mmmm…

Does it feel good, baby? I love feeling you all the way at the back of my throat like that.

Mmm, do you like it when I suck my cheeks in like that? Yeah?

Fuck, you sound so good.

Your cock is throbbing in my mouth, and I love it. So sexy. I feel so powerful like this, when I’m licking you and giving you pleasure.

So fucking good, baby. Let me make you feel good.

Mmm, can I play with your balls while I suck your dick? Like this?

Yeah, those moans, that’s what I want.

I love stroking you here with my fingers while I swirl my tongue around the head of your cock… you always seem so shocked.

That’s it, if you wanna put your hand on my head like that…

Mm, yeah, I like that.

Show me what you need tonight, baby.

Mmm, so good. I love when you fuck my mouth like that…

And when your dick throbs while I trail my lips over the tip… it makes me so fucking horny. I love doing this for you, making you feel good.

Do you feel good, baby? Just fuck my face and let me empty your mind and your balls.

Mm, that’s it. So fucking sexy. So good.

You’re so hard, and it feels so good to make you feel good. Teasing your balls like this while I play with you…… so fucking hot.

Do you like it if I stroke your cock while I lick and suck the tip? Like this?

Mmm, sure sounds like you do. I love the way your grip tightened on my hair… so hot.

Show me what you like.

Fuck, yes, like that. Take what you need, baby.

Let me make you feel good.

I love the way you moan… when you get close. I know you’re close, baby. I know…

Do you need it, baby? Do you need to fill my mouth with cum?

Tell me how good my mouth feels while I play with your balls and suck your perfect cock.

Mm, that’s it, I know baby. Fuck my face. I wanna make you cum. I wanna taste it, I want to swallow it all.

That’s it. Fucking cum for me.

Mmm. Every… last… drop.

So good. You did so good.

Mmm, that’s it, baby, let me lick you clean and then…

How do you feel, baby? Better?

Good. I’m so glad to hear it.

Just relax with me, catch your breath. You did so well, that was so good, so hot.

Thank you for letting me make you feel good, baby. I love helping you like that.

Shhh, just rest your head in my lap. Your eyes are already looking heavy. Just go back to sleep.

Just, rest your head and let me run my fingers through your hair… you can sleep now.

Shh, just rest, baby. Sleep…