Blow My Mind

I’m nervous and don’t know what to expect from this. Is this even a good idea? Should I be doing this? And if so… what am I trying to prove?

“Next stop, Rockhill. ”

I’m torn, I can’t decide if I should get off here and go through with our plan. Or maybe I just forget all this… send you a text to say I changed my mind.

But that would just take me back to where I started. Back to those fantasies of things I’ve never explored but always really wanted to…

I hesitate for another second before making a choice and getting off the bus, almost despite myself. The evening air is cool against my skin and the chill of it sends goosebumps down my arms. Maybe my next step will change my life…

I reach for my phone and open our chat

I just planned to double check your address, but then I scrolled up a bit too far and saw the picture that started it all.

Heat and tension rush through me as I stare at your impressive cock. I stare until my own arousal is pressing hard against my jeans. Which doesn’t take long.

I try to clear my head so I can finally find your address. Ah-ha! Got it. I copy and paste it, the directions popping up immediately. It shouldn’t take me long to get there, according to the map.

My mind is busy, and I hope the walk will give me time to sort out my thoughts… I’m really nervous… really horny… and very curious. All of these emotionals, all at once.

Here we go…

You buzz me up and it doesn’t take long to reach your second floor apartment. The door’s already open for me, and it makes my heart race.

There’s still a part of me that wants to tuck tail and run, but my desire and curiosity keep me moving, one foot in front of the other until I’m through the door and…

“Just straight ahead.”

I follow the sound of your voice, walking ahead as if I’m in a trance until I find myself in the open space of your living room.

You’re sprawled on your couch, wearing nothing but a bathrobe and a smug smile. It’s exactly like we planned.

The salt and pepper streaked through your hair is the only thing that really gives away your age. You’re quite a silver fox. I guess it’s not surprising that I want to do this with you, I’ve always had a thing for older men.

“I’m so glad you could make it. Want to join me?”

“Hey, oh, yeah… of course. ”

I don’t know what to say, I can barely think about anything other than the bit of muscular thigh that’s visible under your robe.

“Relax, I won’t hurt you. Unless you ask me to. ”

“Did you find the place okay?”

“Yeah, it was really easy to find, thanks. ”

“Good, good. Do you want a drink? I’ve got some beer right here...”

“Oh yeah, a beer sounds great. ”

“There you go. ”

“Thanks.”

“To a very fun evening ahead. Cheers!”

“Cheers!”

“Gotta be honest, I was worried you wouldn’t show. You wouldn’t believe the number of guys who have left me hanging. Especially first timers like you.”

“Well, here I am.”

I hope that you can’t read the truth on my face: there’s so many times I’ve been exactly that guy. At the last minute, I’d find myself with cold feet and a hard dick, choosing to stay home and take care of things myself. It’s just by chance that you’re the first man I’ve been brave enough to meet… but I don’t want you to know that.

“You nervous for the first time, then?”

“Yeah, but …I guess it’s not your first time, so I should only be half nervous, right? ”

“It’s definitely not my first time, and you’ve got nothing to be worried about… but I really do get it. I still remember my first time with a guy. ”

“Really?”

“I really wasn’t that far off your age, actually. And he… Well, I guess he wasn’t too far off mine, now I think about it. I still consider it one of my best dates ever. ”

“Really? You were into women before that, then? ”

“Well, I tried to be. But it was never quite right… no matter how beautiful the woman, no matter how well we got along… I was always looking for something more… ”

“That sounds familiar… ”

“Being with a woman always left me feeling like something was wrong. It was almost impossible for me to orgasm, and to be honest, sometimes I couldn’t even get hard. It felt embarrassing at the time. ”

“Yep, that definitely sounds familiar…”

You take another sip of your beer, and I can’t help but stare at your neck a little… before letting my gaze travel down your body. You notice, and you slowly spread your legs just a little further apart, moving carefully until your robe moves… and I can see the tip of your cock. Just the brief glimpse of it has me leaking precum into my boxers.

“So, what scares you?”

“What makes you think I am?”

“Well, everyone’s at least a little afraid of their first time, right? I remember I was worried I’d choke, or gag… or that maybe I’d hate the taste… that I’d be so bad at it but they wouldn’t tell me...”

“Well… now you mention it, I guess I’m a little worried I won’t like the taste of another man’s cum. ”

“Well if that’s all, that’s a relief. Just by the way you’re looking at me, I bet you’ll love it… bet it won’t be long until you can’t get enough of it. ”

You lean back and pull your robe aside even more. You hold my gaze while your semi-hard cock is fully on display.

I swallow hard, my mouth suddenly too dry and too empty at the same time. I am staring, unable to look away from what’s in front of me.

“You can do more than just look at it you know. Do you want to touch me?”

“Yeah, I… I want to… I… wow, it looks so good. ”

“Don’t over think it. Just, reach out your hand, yeah… like that. Touch me just like you’d touch yourself. Close your eyes, and enjoy the way I feel in your hand.”

Your hand finds mine, guiding it slowly up the inside of your thigh and before I even get to your dick, I’m marveling at the heat and power of your skin beneath my hand.

Slowly, so slowly, you slide both our hands upward, moving in time with your heavy breaths until… I try not to think about how hard I already am, and I focus on the way you feel.

It feels heavier in my hand than I expected, and it’s thicker and harder than any cock I expected. I reverently explore you, my fingers dipping down to touch your balls… it makes my mouth water and I want to explore more…

But your hand finds mine again, guiding me back to your cock until I loosely grip your shaft.

“You feel incredible… am I doing okay?”

The answering throb of your cock beneath my hand tells me I am, and so does your reassuring smile as you begin to move our hands together, so we’re slowly teasing you together.

“Ah, that feels good. ”

Your hand falls away, slowly coming to rest on my thigh as I continue to stroke you, my hand finding a steady pace as if I’ve done this a thousand times before.

You’re fully hard now, and I’m amazed at how long and thick you are in my grip. Precum oozes from the tip, and drips down the back of my hand as I continue jerking your dick. I can’t look away, and all I can think about is how that drop might taste.

I lick my lips, almost without thinking, as I watch the drop of precum slide down my hand, and you throb again under my touch.

“Do you want to come closer? See what else there is to see…”

“Okay… yeah, I do It didn’t look that big in the photos…”

“Well, never trust those pictures.”

Your cock pulses, throbbing gently as I stroke you, slowly coating you in your own precum…

I breathe deep, trying to regulate my own arousal, but all I can think of is having more… teasing you more, tasting you.

I loosen my grip, opening my palm to see how the precum on my hand is beginning to foam from the friction of my hand against your dick. I’m fascinated by it all, the sight, the scent, the sound of you…

It makes me desperate for the taste of you and I can barely stop myself from leaning forward and— You’re watching me, and seem to sense what I’m craving.

“You can, if you want. I’ve been told I taste good.”

I don’t even think before I’m leaning forward, desperate for a taste of you.

My skin is warm, hot and overstimulated as I try to process what’s happening. It’s my first time but…

More. I want more, no, maybe I need it. My body moves, angling closer so I can seek out what I’m craving. I shed my coat and look to you, gaze open and pleading.

“Can I?”

“Sure. But go slow, don’t overwhelm yourself. ”

I shift a little, moving my face closer to your cock… observing, preparing… admiring. Then, I take a deep breath and slowly take you into my mouth…

The taste of you coats my tongue, and I can’t think of anything else except drawing more of those deep moans from you as I lick and suck your cock.

My own dick is throbbing in my jeans, and I’m sure there’s a wet spot where my precum has soaked through… but none of that matters now, as my confidence grows. I lick, kiss and suck your dick, exploring each vein and ridge… I can’t get enough.

I stop just below the tip, letting my tongue draw lazy circles before raising my head to wrap my lips around you and slide down, taking all of you into my mouth at once.

I can’t stop, I can’t think. I am just a heartbeat of need and I only want to make you feel good. I want more.. I crave more and I won’t stop until I get it…

I keep going, moaning as I try desperately to swallow the drops of precum that keep coming as I tease you more and more…

“Ohh yeah, suck it good.”

I feel your hands on the back of my head, pressing me into you until I open my throat, trying to relax, to take more of you in…

I don’t stop, I don’t even think I breathe as I suck and swallow your dick, following the lead on the way you grip my head.

You pick up the pace, groaning hard as your cock swells into my mouth… I’m not sure I can go deeper, harder.. But I don’t want to stop when suddenly you swell and throb, a pulsating feeling rippling along your cock.

“Ahh, I’m cumming… now, yesssss! Don’t stop, don’t— ”

I can feel your cum being pumped into my mouth, and I lose all sense of time as I eagerly swallow it all, every drop that you empty into my mouth.

To my surprise, I like the way it tastes… this sweet and salty mix… and I’m already craving more before I’ve had the last drop.

I hold you in my mouth until your cock stops twitching, then I pull back, and rest my head gently on the inside of your thigh.

You stroke my hair and briefly perk up as I suck on your tip once more, licking off a final drop of cum.

“That was very good for a first time, amazing even. You can keep it in your mouth longer, and wait until it starts to go soft, that’ll make it feel better for us both.”

I grin, delighted for any excuse to take your slowly softening dick back into my mouth. I wrap my lips around you, gently licking as you begin to relax on my tongue.

You’re not getting hard again, but you’re not softening either and the way more cum still leaks from your slit makes me want to keep going. Fuck, I never want this to end.

“You’re already so desperate for it already. Can’t get enough, huh?”

“Well keep going then. Suck my soft cock, but go slow.. Tease me, you’re going to have to work for it.”

I’m lost to the pleasure of your approval and I do as you say, tipping my head so I can look up at you, watching you enjoy my mouth on your dick.

Briefly, I come up for air, and watching your brows knit in confusion at the loss of the warm, wet heat of my mouth.

With a grin, I go back down again, sucking your dick down my throat with the kind of suction I know I crave… I’m pleased when you react right away.

You’re getting hard again, finally… your thick cock firming up and swelling against my tongue.

It’s exhilarating to feel your arousal grow in my mouth and I can feel the thrill of it send shivers down my spine.

You’re leaking again, and I can taste your precum on my tongue. Eagerly, I lap it up, afraid you’ll stop me before I taste more.

“Hold on, hold on, wait… I can’t go more than twice so if I cum in your desperate little mouth again, I won’t be able to fuck you. What do you want? What can you take tonight?”

“I… I haven’t… I’ve never done that before. I’m a virgin when it comes to… that”

“Well if that’s what you want, I’ve got enough experience to make it good for you. I’ll be careful… I’ll make sure it doesn’t hurt.”

“Yes, I want you… please. ”

“Then let’s get you undressed and, I promise, I’ll take good care of you.”

I’m nervous but I’ve never been so fucking horny. As much as I liked your dick in my mouth, this is what I’m really craving. I’ve tried dildos and plugs but it’s never enough.. I want a real cock inside me tonight.

“Oh, hold on… just a second.”

“Hm?”

“Come here, there’s just one more thing I need to do.”

I come a little closer and take in the sight of you as you kneel before me now, your mouth just inches from my cock.

You look at me, point towards my cock and then suddenly wrap your lips around my shaft…

“Mmm, you like that?”

Heat spreads over my skin and I can barely believe this is happening as I watch you take me. My entire cock disappears in your mouth, and I’m mesmerised.

I was so desperately horny that I was barely holding it together before, but now, with the sight of you sucking me and the feel of you deepthroating my dick. It’s going to unravel me.

The wet suction and slurping sounds only drive my desperation higher.

My balls tense up and I— oh my god, I’m cumming… in your mouth…

You swallow my cum with a smug laugh and I feel the vibration through my over sensitive cock. You take care to lick and suckle me, cleaning me until there’s not a drop left.

“Whoa, what was that for? ”

“Well, I had to keep up. Lay down now. ”

My legs are shaking, but I do as I’m told. I take a look at your cock, which is once again hard and ready. Even my biggest dildo can’t compete with how thick you are…

“Just relax. Try to keep your body, and your mind, in the moment. The less you tense up, the better it will be, trust me. ”

“Close your eyes and focus on what you feel.”

I close my eyes, trying to follow your command and focus on what I feel, but I’m still startled when you touch my semi-soft cock. You begin massaging it lightly.

I’m so focused on that that I barely react when I feel something well at my asshole. Your finger is cold from the lube, and I tense a little as you circle my opening, massaging and teasing me in my most intimate place. With every pass of your fingers over my sensitive hole, I relax a little more until your finger enters me with almost no resistance.

“Too much?”

“No, don’t stop…”

You push your finger a bit further. Slowly, you curve your finger as you slide deeper with slow, rocking thrusts as you add a second finger.

Oh my god…

Your hand bottoms out, and that’s when you start moving your fingers in a careful rhythm and I can feel my cock throb and twitch. I’m getting hard again, faster than I’ve ever been, as I moan at the feel of your fingers in my ass.

“You like that, huh?”

“Yes…oh, fuck… yeah, I do… ”

“Now you’re relaxed. I can add a third finger. ”

I sigh as you remove your fingers and I feel a sense of emptiness.

But there’s the familiar pressure again. Your fingers once again circle my opening and then slowly enter my ass. Again and again, you push them deeper, a rhythmic stretching sensation that I’ve never felt and can’t get enough of.

I can feel you spreading your fingers slightly in my ass, opening me up more and more…

You start twisting your fingers, rolling and moving them inside me, and it feels incredible. My cock twitches and is once again rock hard.

“I think you’re ready. It’s gonna be a bit uncomfortable at first, but we’ll take our time. Promise. Lift up on your knees, it’s easier to relax that way. ”

“Okay…”

I’m both very horny and very nervous, but I do as I’m told.

“Spread your legs a little more and relax. Yes, like that. Keep breathing. ”

Out of the corner of my eye, I can see you spreading lube all over your cock.

I lean forward and take a deep breath as you position yourself behind me. I feel the heat of your cock, warm and thick as it presses against my ass. You tease my entrance with the tip, gently circling and toying with me before you begin to push.

I can feel my ass being stretched by your thick dick, slowly spreading me before you pull back. I take a deep breath as you re-position, circling once before you push into me again. This time, you go deeper, and you stretch me until I’m so full I don’t know if I can take it. The intoxicating mixture of pain and pleasure makes me moan.

You wait, and I try to breathe until the pressure disappears and I can focus on… fuck, you move again, and the pleasure-pain begins again. It’s dizzying, and delicious and I rock my hips, even though it brings more of the feeling.

The sensation of pleasure mixed with that little bit of discomfort… and the fullness… it consumes me, and I barely notice that my own cock is leaking as you press forward a bit more and then… All of you is inside me. I feel like I’m about to burst. You are so huge and thick and you fill me up completely. Neither of us is moving…

Slowly, the pain starts to disappear and now all I want is to feel more of you.

“You good? ”

“Yeah, now I am… ”

“Then slowly lift up, on all fours.”

I do as you tell me to, lifting my upper body and… oh, wow, I can feel you even deeper now and it’s more intense.

You wrap your arm around me, pulling me up further until my back’s against your chest and you push deeper still.

With your other hand, you reach for my cock while your mouth finds my neck and begins to suck and kiss the sensitive skin there while you stroke my dick and start to rock your hips, fucking my ass as you moan.

“Oh god, you are so fucking tight…I won’t be able to hold on long… ”

“Me…neither… ”

Your hand moves in the same rhythm as your cock, and it’s too much and not enough. I never want it to end but I can feel my orgasm approaching.

Your cock is so deep inside me, it’s teasing my prostate while your hand is working my dick. It’s like you know I’m on the bring and craving more, as you increase the pace and moan into my skin. You pull me back, onto your dick, and it’s so fucking good I-

Your thick cock filling my ass up is making me feel so good. I can’t hold it, and I’m about to explode.

I feel you cum, every hot spurt being pumped into my ass and filling me up, even as my own load empties from the tip of my cock.

I’m shaking all over as you pull me back into you so I collapse into your lap.

“Shhh… you did great. Shhh. I got you. ”

“Oh god. That was— what was that?”

“That was your first time. And you did great.”

I can feel the pressure releasing from my ass as you begin to soften.

Your hand strokes over my skin while I catch my breath, and you hold me like this until my pulse evens and I stop shaking.

“So?”

“Wow. That was…intense… How was it for you? ”

“Absolutely incredible… you have a fantastic body, a nice cock and an amazing ass.”

“Thank you… for everything. Especially for being so careful and taking your time. I was really nervous. But this was… it was really great. ”

“It was my pleasure. We can do that again, you know. Whenever you want.”

“That sounds wonderful…another time, though. I am totally spent.”

“Me too, it’s been a long time since I came that hard. Twice. Shower is back there, by the way. ”