I Want You To Myself

Hey, yeah… I’m alright. Just glad to see you. Thanks for coming to get me.

It’s only been like five minutes and I’m already soaked.

The weather is so gross. The wait for a taxi seemed so ridiculous… and I thought I was going to be stuck here forever.

And that’s the last thing I wanted after that disaster of a date.

Ughh, I don’t want to talk about what happened, if that’s okay?

Let’s just say, I’m really glad you’re here.

No, it’s fine. It was just a first date. But he stood me up, no text… unmatched me on the app, too. Ugh, I’m just so…

Well, I was going to say embarrassed but… yeah, I guess I am kind of upset. I was looking forward to this, you know?

It seemed like we had some good chemistry, I have no idea what happened.

Look, I know it’s Friday night and I already interrupted your plans.

We don’t have to talk about this. Let’s just go okay? You can just drop me at home and get on with your evening.

What do you mean, we’re not leaving? You said you had plans… probably a hot date or something, right?

I’m not being sassy, I’m just saying… I know you’re busy. You’ve got better things to do than sit in your car in the rain, listening to me whine about some random guy.

Come on, you know that’s not true. Besides, we’re not going to just sit here in this parking lot in the rain all night, are we?

Oh? Is that so? We’re not moving until you make me smile. You’re going to be waiting a long time. I am so not in the mood.

Are you serious right now? A knock-knock joke? No, I am not going to say “who’s there?” I’m not 12, knock knock jokes aren’t going to cut it—

Wait, you can’t just tell yourself the-

But what ab-

Oh my god okay, okay. Stop. Dear god, I forgot how awful your jokes are. Like, your jokes are as bad as this date. Okay, you win.

Well, you’re definitely committed, I’ll give you that.

Glad I’m back? I didn’t go anywhere.

Oh, right… well, don’t worry. There’s no real threat of anyone stealing me away since I can’t even get guys to show up to our dates.

But you’re right about one thing, he’s definitely a jerk. He was never going to steal me away though… you’ve got nothing to worry about on that front.

No, I mean it. Bros before… You know what I mean.

I didn’t know you were trying to keep me for yourself though.

Probably would have spent less time trying to find a date if I did.

And maybe I would have tried this instead…

You know what I mean by ‘this’. I mean we—

What do you mean? Of course, I know what I’m doing.

It’s not like it’s weird, really…for me to put my hand there, is it?

I mean, if it’s not what you want we don’t, I’ll just…

Oh, you didn’t want me to move my hand? I mean, it sounded like you did.

It’s definitely not a pity thing. It’s not like I’m— I mean, I wouldn’t think of this like that—

You… mean more to me. Than that.

Yes, really. I’m not just… trying to make myself feel better. I— I guess normally I have enough willpower to resist… how you make me feel. But tonight… maybe I don’t want to resist it anymore.

I mean… I guess you could just take me at my word and believe me that I want to be reaching across the seat like this, and putting my hand here…

That it makes me feel as excited… as you’re feeling right now. That it makes me want more… so much more…

No. It’s not a pick-me-up thing. It’s not a trying to make myself feel better thing. I mean… I’m feeling a lot of things right now… anytime I’m around you… really.

Yeah, I mean it. I really… look–

Honestly, I was only going out with this guy… any of them… to get my mind off someone else.

No no, wait, don’t… not yet. Just hear me out ok?

Is it okay if I keep my hand here, like this? Just for now?

Thank you.

Okay… right. I mean… you know I’ve been going on these dates for like a few weeks now and I’ve just never found the right person. Same with you… I mean… I think your luck has been about as bad as mine in this area…

Shut up. I’m trying to— just, listen, okay?

I guess I just… feel like maybe we should stop pretending. That this isn’t… well, I don’t know what it is exactly. But it’s not nothing… I think we can agree on that, right?

Yeah.

I mean, I’ve never said anything because I didn’t think you felt the same way.

And I’d rather have you as a friend than nothing at all.

But here… tonight… sitting next to you… getting closer to you… touching you… I just can’t— I mean, I don’t want to stop…

Do you want me to… stop?

No? Mm, I didn’t think so.

Okay… so… while we’re… not stopping… whatever this is. I have a confession…

Do you have any idea… how hard it’s been… to watch you date… when all I could think about, all I wanted… was for it to be me?

Yeah, I was jealous.

Oh? You like that I was jealous?

Every time I thought about another girl kissing you or holding your hand… especially when I thought about other girls touching you… god, I wanted it to be me.

And tonight when he didn’t show up, I knew you would. I was almost… glad… that he didn’t. Any excuse to be near you, to be with you, to…

I know… I’m moving my hand… is that okay? I just… I can’t help it.

Yeah. It’s okay. Just… let me… feel you.

I promise. This is exactly what I want. You, all to myself. Just the way it should be.

It’s been so hard to wait. To watch you with them when I know I can make you feel so good. I can make you feel so much better than they can. I know I can.

Yes. I’m jealous of every girl that’s gotten to go home with you like this. Who could touch you here… like this… who could feel… your hands…

You can… it’s okay. I want you to. Yeah.

God, I’ve waited so long for this. I wanted it to be me… it should have been me the whole time. I want it to be me right now, tonight.

Can we stop pretending and make each other feel good tonight? I promise… I’ll do it so much better than the others. You know I will… you know it’s what you want.

No, we don’t need to go anywhere. We’ve already waited so long, I want to show you right here, right now.

Have you ever… in the car before?

No? Mmm… I like that I can be your first… for at least something.

Yeah… you can… God, it feels so good to finally be doing this.

I’ll start here…

And here.

Do you like the way my hand feels when I tease you through your jeans like this?

See, I’m already making you feel good, hm?

You’re already moaning too… I know, I know. We’ve waited so long.

It always should have been me kissing your neck like this… teasing your dick like this.

But it’s going to be me now, isn’t it?

You’re all mine and no one else can have you… we don’t need anybody else when I can make you feel like this, right?

Can I just…

Yeah, there we go… look at you, so hard for me already.

You really wanted this, didn’t you? Almost as bad as I do…

Hm? How bad do I want it? Why don’t you find out?

Such a gentleman. Of course, you can touch me. Mmmm, your hand feels so good on my thigh like that.

See, I told you I got all wet out there. But I’ve gotten so much wetter in here.

Sorry, it was such a good opening, I couldn’t help it. Kinda like I can’t help this, stroking you like this.

Anyone could see us, you know.

We’re not very hidden in this parking lot. And I know it’s dark and rainy, no one’s going to look but…

It’s so hot to think we could get caught, isn’t it?

Mmm, yes, that feels good but I want more. Pull my panties to the side… touch me, like I’m touching you.

Or should I stop?

Oh, you didn’t like that hm? You want me to keep stroking your aching dick, like this?

You like the way it feels when my hand is wrapped around you, slowly gliding all the way up… and down… that thick shaft?

Yeah. It’s wet for you. Only for you, I’ve wanted this for so long. Can’t you tell?

Yeah, it feels so good like that, the way you’re… Mmm, yes. I love the way you’re playing with my pussy.

Such a tease, aren’t you?

Am I teasing you too? When I stroke you like this? Yeah?

I love the look on your face right now… I can see how good I’m making you feel. I love it.

I love knowing that your fingers are going to smell like me, that I’m the one making you feel so good.

Is this what you’ve always wanted?

Yeah, it’s what I’ve always wanted… to feel your hard cock in my hands while you finger fuck me.

It’s so hot, doing this out in the open, where we could get caught.

It’s so hot hearing you moan and hearing your fingers playing with me.

Look, the way your cock throbs when I stroke you, like this… you’re already leaking, does it feel so good for you too?

Yeah, keep going, just like that…

You want me to spread my legs more? You want to watch yourself play with me?

Fuck, that’s hot. Okay... let me, mmm, no, don’t stop.

Yeah, like that. When you rub my clit like that, oh, oh yes…

That feels so fucking good.

I like the way your cock throbs when I moan…

You’re so hard, tell me how good I make you feel when I stroke you like this.

Is this what you like?

Mmm, yeah it’s what I like. Finally having you all to myself… where anyone can see us.

So eager, couldn’t wait… oh, yeah, do that again.

Mmmm, yes, fuck, just like that.

Yes, yes, more please… another finger… oh, yes. So thick… so full..

That’s so fucking good.

Fuck, yes… so good.

I love when you do it just like that, don’t stop.

Don’t stop, I’m going to cum…

Yeah, I need it. I need to cum all over your fingers… Fuck, don’t stop.

You feel so good. Just like that, yes, yes.

Fuck, fuck, just like that, don’t—

Oh my god.

That was so hot, the way you… mmm, you never stopped moaning while I kept stroking you…

Did I make a mess of your hand?

Yeah? I want to lick it off… can I lick my cum off your fingers while I stroke your cock a little more?

Put your fingers in my mouth while you fuck my hand…

Those moans… the way your hips are moving, you’re so close aren’t you?

Do you need to cum?

Yeah? Tell me again… tell me how bad you need it… how bad do you need to cum for me?

That’s it. But we don’t want to make a mess, do we?

No, can’t have that… why don’t you cum in my mouth then? Would you like that?

Yeah, that’s it, fuck my throat and you can fill my mouth with cum.

You need to cum? Cum then. Give it to me… don’t stop… I want it.

Shit. Yeah, I’m okay.

Such a gentleman, thank you.

God, that was so hot.

You did so good… you okay?

Yeah, yeah… I’m good. So good.

Are you ready to go then?

Oh… no, I don’t mean that.

I don’t want to go home.

Just back to your place… so we can finish what we’ve started.