No Secrets

“So we get off the gondola, and we’re walking back to the hotel, and she steps right in the middle of fresh cement on the ground!”

“Oh my god, no!”

“In heels!”

“I didn’t see the cordons! And we had a lot of wine that night, so yeah. That might’ve been why.”

I’m probably going to have a raging headache when I wake up tomorrow, but… ah, it’s worth it.

I don’t get to see you two as often anymore, so I’ll gladly take a hangover once in a while in exchange for time together.

It’s so funny… how we just… revert back to our younger selves when we’re together. It’s like we’re back in my college dorm, sneaking in cheap beers and getting noise complaints for laughing too hard. When you and Liam first got together.

“Here, hand me your glass. You’re looking empty.”

“I shouldn’t. I need to start hydrating now if we’re flying on Monday.”

“I can’t believe you’re going to Vietnam. How long’s that flight?”

“Too long.”

“I think it’s… eleven? Is that right? Eleven or twelve hours.”

“Damn.”

“We’re doing Peru later this year, which is going to be even longer. Going to definitely knock myself out for that one.”

“Ugh, I’m jealous. I haven’t been on, like, a real vacation in so long.”

“So… why don’t you come with us? It’s been ages since we all took a trip together.”

“Oh my gosh, yes, you should definitely come! That would be so much fun. Maybe you’ll find some hot Peruvians to hook up with.”

“Maybe. My luck here has been pretty shitty.”

“Yeah… How is the whole dating thing going since… you know?”

“It’s uh… okay, I guess?”

“Just okay?”

“Yeah, the people I’m matching with are… I’m just not looking for anything serious right now, but it’s like everyone wants to find their soul-mate or whatever.”

“So not even one good hookup?”

“A few. They were nice, but I… I want to… I don’t know… experiment, you know? This is the first time in years that I’ve been single and I feel like I just don’t want to fall into the same old routines again.”

“Experiment, huh? Like… with what?”

I down the last of my wine. I’ll definitely need more if we’re going to start talking about my sex life. Or, rather, my lack of sex life.

I don’t know how deep I should go into this with you two. I mean, you know a lot about me and my adventures in dating, but… I guess we’re going all in tonight.

“Well, I… I looked into that play party that happens every month at the Vamp Room. Never went, but you know, I’d like to sometime. Oh, and I’ve read good reviews of the swinger’s club down on Alexandria. But, I don’t know, I keep flaking every time I think about going.”

“I never took you for a swinger.”

“Well, you know me. I’m full of surprises.”

“Well, if in doubt, there’s always us, right?”

Your eyes lock with mine, and heat rises in my cheeks. What… did you mean by that?

Was that like… a joke? Or… were you being serious just now?

I mean… we have history, the three of us.

You’ve been my best friend since college. God, I had the biggest crush on you when we first met. It’s so funny looking back on it, we were so young, so unsure how to handle love and sex and desire and everything.

I was so sure that we weren’t going to be friends anymore after I told you how I felt, but somehow it just made our friendship even stronger.

And then me and Liam, well, we have our own history. That little freshman fling was kind of hilarious looking back on it. You and him make a lot more sense together. And now you two little lovebirds are married, going on seven years together.

Anyway… I can’t really tell how serious you were with that comment, but I’m just going to write it off as a result of too much wine.

“Well, um, I think it’s time I force myself to go to sleep before I finish this whole bottle. Thanks for letting me crash.”

“Yeah, sounds good. Hey, you know where extra blankets and stuff are if you need anything.”

“Yeah, for sure.”

“I guess it is getting pretty late. C’mere.”

Your arms wind around me and your hair tickles my cheek.

You smell really good. Like lavender and vanilla.

I love how soft your body is against mine, and I pull you closer. You’re warm from being under the blanket on the couch.

This is nice.

I notice you’re holding me a lot longer than usual. Not that I’m complaining.

But this is… different. It’s like you don’t want me to leave just yet.

“Room for one more?”

I feel Liam behind me, and he wraps his big arms around us both in a big, bear hug. His lips brush over my ear, and… a jolt of pleasure goes through my body.

I haven’t felt like that for Liam since we had that thing in college. I’m sandwiched in between you both and it feels… really good.

The air’s thick between us. The energy around us is… charged.

But it feels… right? Like I’m supposed to be here, in between you two?

Your cheek grazes mine as you pull back. Your lips are just inches from mine.

You look at me… and I know exactly what you’re both trying to say. And… I don’t want it to stop.

“Do you want to… stay with us tonight? In… our bed?”

“Um… yeah, sure. Liam, is that okay with you?”

“Fine by me.”

“C’mon.”

Liam kisses up my shoulder. Oh my god… is this happening?

The surface of my skin is tingling as I run my hands up your full hips. Your lips look so soft…

“Kiss me…”

Your lips are so soft against mine and I can taste the wine on your mouth. I slip my tongue against yours and open my mouth more.

You cup my jaw in your hands and guide me deeper into the kiss. This… this feels… incredible…

“You’re a really good kisser…”

“So are you.”

“Don’t sound so surprised. Is… Do you want this?”

“Yeah, we don’t have to go further if you don’t want.”

“No, no. I… I do. I… really want to do this.”

Liam’s arm snakes around my waist and he slips between us.

“Come here…”

He joins our kiss, and his tongue slides over both of ours. I slip a hand under his shirt, and his muscles flex under my fingertips.

A spike of adrenaline and warmth radiates through my chest. I haven’t kissed Liam in years, but the way he pulls me against him…

The way he kisses me, urgent and needy. It feels like it was yesterday.

“Lie down…”

You guide us down onto the bed. Our legs tangle together, and Liam pulls my thigh up over his hip.

You reach over and slide your hands under my tank top. Your touch feels so good, so delicate against my skin. Slowly caressing over my ribs, around to my breasts.

“You like being touched like this?”

“Yeah… keep going…”

I pull my top over my head and toss it to the floor.

“Oh, fuck…”

He takes my breasts in his hands and brings his mouth to my nipples.

“Do you know how gorgeous you are?”

You drag your thumbs over my nipples, circling your fingertips as Liam flicks his tongue back and forth.

“Oh my god…”

“I remember you saying these were sensitive, hm?”

You kiss up my neck, right to the sweet spot behind my ear.

“They’re really sensitive—”

You roll my nipples between your thumbs and forefingers, and pinch.

“Mm, she loves that…”

“Again?”

“Again…”

“Fuck. I want to touch you… both of you…”

“I kind of want to focus on you tonight. Can we do that? I want to make you feel so good…”

“Yeah, you can… you can do whatever.”

My breath hitches in my throat. I can’t believe this is really happening.

I know the wine has something to do with the way I’m feeling, but… fuck. Where did this come from?

I can feel my wetness soaking my underwear. My clit’s throbbing already.

I lie on my back and roll you on top of me, tucking your hair behind your ear.

Your weight on top of me feels fucking amazing. My hands roam over your body, down to your ass.

Liam’s beside me, massaging his cock through his boxers.

“You want her to go down on you?”

“Yeah…”

You trail kisses down my neck to my chest. God, I love the feeling of your nails dragging down my hips.

Your eyes don’t leave mine as you kiss over my stomach. I thread my hands into your hair and watch you go lower…

“I don’t think you’ll be needing these…”

You slide my underwear down my legs. I instinctively spread them for you, as if I’ve been doing it for years.

“Oh my god… I can’t wait to taste you.”

“Oh, fuck, please…”

You kiss up my inner thighs… leaving bites as you get closer…

You lick in between my folds to my clit with the tip of your tongue. It’s slow and deliberate…

“Mmm, you taste so fucking sweet…”

Liam hooks a finger under my chin and tilts my head up.

“Kiss me…”

“Squeeze around my fingers, babe. Oh yeah, just like that.”

My toes curl into the sheets as Liam gets to his knees. He pulls down his boxers, freeing his hard cock.

I reach out and grab his shaft.

“Oh fuck, yeah…”

I stroke his cock, dragging my thumb along the head. His hips flex and mine buck against your mouth.

“I need your cock in my mouth.”

“Yeah? Babe? Are you okay with that?”

“Mmm yeah, that’s so fucking hot. Do it… I want to watch you suck his cock.”

You slide the flat of your tongue through my folds. Your fingers tease around my entrance.

“Please… I need them inside me.”

“You want my fingers inside you?”

“Please…”

“Don’t worry, I got you.”

You circle two fingers right at my entrance, not quite going inside, like you want me to beg. When… you plunge them inside me.

“Is this what you wanted? My fingers deep inside you making you feel good?”

“Yeah, right there. Fuck. Right there…”

“Oh, fuck…”

Your fingers curl up to my g-spot. You ease inside so effortlessly and pump your fingers in a soft, steady rhythm.

“You’re so fucking wet for me, aren’t you?”

I watch as you reach down between your legs. You slip your fingers under the waistband of your thong, down to your clit.

“Liam, get closer.”

I guide Liam’s cock to my lips and run the flat of my tongue over the tip.

“Open your mouth… that’s it…”

My fingers tighten around your hair. I buck my hips against your mouth, gently fucking your face, rocking my hips into your palm as you slip a third finger inside.

Oh my god, yes…

Liam's hands rest on my head, and he guides me deeper onto his cock. I feel the tip reach the back of my throat.

“Yeah… you like taking it nice and deep?”

“Fuck, yeah…”

“I’m getting close. Please, I need to cum!”

“You want to cum? You want to cum on my fingers?”

“That’s it, cum for me. I want to taste you…”

“Oh fuck, yeah. There you fucking go…”

“Yeah, cum. Fuck… fuck, I’m so close…”

“Where do you want my cum, baby? Where do you want my cum?”

“In my mouth…”

“Oh yeah… yeah…”

“I’m close. I’m close… I’m going to cum. That’s it… fuck!”

My mind is… empty.

You slide your fingers out of me and suck on them. Watching you do that… fuck…

You crawl up to me and pull me into your arms. Liam wraps his arm around my waist, spooning me.

I can hear your heartbeat against your chest.

“Holy… Where did all that come from?”

“I don’t know. Too tired to care.”

“I don’t know why we didn’t do this sooner.”

“No idea. But I’m… really glad we did.”

“So… how was that for a new experience?”

“The best.”