Dirty Talk with Sonja

Hey.

Look at you. You clean up nicely.

Um, listen, I’m just going to get this out of the way before I come inside. I’m a little nervous about tonight.

We could, y’know, go through the pleasantries of small talk and ask how each other’s days were and all that, but I think I’d rather just tell you upfront that… I’ve been a nervous wreck all day, thinking about you.

So, yeah. I guess, maybe nervous isn’t the best way to describe it, but… excited I guess is a better word.

Anyway, yeah, yeah, let me come in instead of just standing in your doorway.

Oh, um, before I forget, I brought over… this… for us.

It’s that wine I mentioned the other night. The pinot from up in Oregon.

So, um, I guess this is our second official date, huh?

I don’t know what makes it official. It’s not like we said, “Let’s have a date tonight,” right?

I, um… I just… yeah, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you.

Since the other night, really.

I hope that’s not too much for me to say. It’s just… I don’t know, I was just taken aback by how well we got along. I mean, I can’t tell you how many shitty first dates I’ve been on in the last couple of years.

Like, it’s quite rare for me to make it to a second date with someone, so…

Yeah, I guess my standards are a bit high, but as they should be, you know?

I was actually planning on deleting all of the dating apps on my phone at the end of this month, just to take a break from the dating scene for a while.

It was one bad date after another and I was just… I was so over it.

But, then, you and I matched and… I feel like… maybe sometimes the apps are good.

You were so sweet and when you asked me out it felt… I don’t know… very spontaneous, but not rushed. I don’t know if you planned it out that way, but I felt like it was… really romantic.

But, yeah, I can’t remember if I told you this or not, but I have this thing where I don’t fuck on the first date.

And you, the other night, you almost made me break my rule. Almost.

Why? Well, a lot of things, I guess.

You stood up to greet me at our table when I first got there. That was very sweet. Kind of old-fashioned and endearing.

What else…? Oh, I really liked the way you spoke to the bar staff. That’s one of my ways of determining if I’m going to get along with someone—how they treat service industry workers.

It’s, like, the biggest red flag when someone doesn’t tip well or they’re rude to waiters, you know? So, yeah, you scored big on that one.

And then… oh, I really liked your style. You were wearing this cologne, I don’t know what the scent was exactly, but… something about it just… yeah.

I feel like I’m on the spot here!

I guess the main reason why I considered breaking my rule was… There was this moment when we had just gotten our drinks, and you were looking at me while I was talking.

And I wasn’t talking about anything deep or important… just telling you about my job or something, but… I don’t know. I could just feel that you were really listening. Like, you really wanted to hear what I was saying, even though it was just… you know, everyday stuff.

I felt… like you wanted to know me.

And that was super hot.

I just, I haven’t felt that way in a long time. Like someone was really seeing me…

Um, but, anyway… yeah, you got me kind of… worked up. So, I’ll just say that our date didn’t exactly end when we parted ways… Not for me, anyway.

There was… something about that kiss… at the end of the night.

You remember? I was waiting for my Uber to show up and… you said something, like, you could smell spring blooms on the breeze. Something poetic like that.

And you were looking at me and you moved a little closer. It was like you were trying to give me a signal that you wanted to kiss me. But then you let me make the move, which I really appreciated.

And, yeah, I don’t know what exactly it was about that kiss, but… I could taste the whiskey on your mouth and your fingers were just playing at the small of my back and…

I was so tempted to cancel my ride.

So… yeah. I went home and…

Well, when I got home I… I was barely through my front door and I, um, I took off my clothes. Everything but my underwear.

And I… laid down on my couch… and I fucked myself. Thinking about you. Imagining it was you fucking me.

I was so horny I didn’t even grab a vibrator… I just… went for it… with my fingers.

What did I imagine you doing?

I guess… I was thinking about you… on top of me… spreading me open… holding onto the arm of the couch as you thrust into me…

And… yeah, I knew I had to see you again. So, I don’t know if me texting you asking if you wanted to hang out tonight qualifies as an official second date, but… whatever. It’s all just semantics.

I feel like I’m rambling on a bit, so I guess I’ll just say what I really mean, which is… I really want you.

I want you… to take my shirt off…

I want you to… look at me.

And touch me.

Come here…

Just… press your body against mine… Feel me…

Give me your hand…

Do you feel me…?

Oh… I’m wet just talking about the other night…

Oh, yeah, just… touch me… make me feel good with your fingers…

Let me… lie back against you…

Oh… yeah, play with my nipples… Oh, god, that gets me so wet…

Fuck, you’re… so good with your fingers…

Oh, god, keep… keep touching my clit…

Yeah… just like that…

Mmm, I can feel you… getting hard…

Does it turn you on? Seeing how wet you make me?

Yeah?

I want your cock…

I want to see you.

Here… let me… get these off…

I’ve been thinking about this all day… You know, on my way here, I was just clenching my thighs so tight… I was so turned on… thinking about you… about your cock… what it would feel like when you fucked me…

Mmm, let me… let me hold it…

I want to make you feel good…

You like that? My hand going nice and slow up your shaft…?

Fuck, you’re so hard…

But I want you harder…

Oh, god, I can feel it throbbing… Oh, I want it so bad… can I taste it?

Can I taste your cock?

I want to drag my tongue all the way up your shaft…

Yeah? You want that?

Mmm, fuck, you are so sexy when you moan like that. With your head tilted back… fuck.

Put your hands in my hair. Guide me where you want me.

You want me to use my hand, too? My hand stroking you… while I suck on the tip…

Yeah, you like that? Oh, fuck my mouth… yes…

Fuck, this is making me so wet… God, I was craving this so bad…

I can’t wait anymore. I need your cock inside me.

Will you fuck me, please?

Oh, fuck, I need you, please… Please…

Oh, yeah… just the tip. Yeah, press it right up against my pussy…

Yeah, right up against my clit… just getting my ready…

Oh, yeah, I’m ready. Yeah, my pussy is fucking throbbing…

All the way, all the way in…

Fuck… yes, just like that…

Oh my god, you feel so fucking good. Give me more, please… please, fill me up…

Mmm, god, that’s—so good, so good… You feel me squeezing you? Feel my pussy throbbing around you?

Hey, hey, look at me… look at me… oh, fuck, look at me while you push your cock in me…

Fuck, you are so sexy… God, I love the way you look at me…

Keep going, keep fucking me…

Play with my nipples while you fuck me… Yeah… Yeah, just like that…

Oh, god, yeah, squeeze them… tighter… Just like that, yeah…

Are you getting close?

Slow down, slow down… I don’t want you to cum yet.

I want to… fuck… I want to draw this out…

Oh, yeah, thrust in me slow… harder… but slow…

Oh, god, yeah, just like that… Yeah, like that…

Fuck, you’re so deep, oh my god…

You’re going to make me cum. You’re going to—oh my god if you don’t stop I’m going to cum…

I’m going to play with my clit… I’m going to—

Fuck, that’s so good… yeah, yeah, keep fucking me.

Watch me play with my clit…

God, do you feel how wet I am? Do you feel how wet you make me?

You feel so good—fuck, you feel so good—

Oh my god… oh my god, I’m going to cum…

I’m cumming! I’m cumming!

I can hear your heart beating.

Yeah, it’s going really fast. So is mine.

Um… fuck. That was… better than I imagined.

Yeah, I mean I knew it was going to be good, but… I had no idea how good.

Can we just stay here for a few minutes? Your couch is very comfy… and so are you.

Mm, I like when you play with my hair. Feels good.

I think I maybe should’ve broken my rule for you. Then again, this was definitely worth the wait.