Confessions

Oh, hey. I didn’t know you were home.

I thought you were working late tonight for some reason.

No? Hm.

Mmm, tired.

Huh?

Oh, nothing. I’m good. Just exhausted from last night.

Yeah, I stayed out a little too late.

No, I wasn’t on a date. Just me and the guys.

I wasn’t on a date. Why would I lie to you about that?

Whatever. I tell you everything, don’t I? I’d tell you if I was on a date.

Well, what about you? You weren’t here when I got home last night.

Oh, you were at your sister’s? Hm. A likely story.

I guess I believe you.

So, um, what are you doing tonight? Do you have plans or anything?

Oh, nice. Yeah, I’m going to hang out at home tonight, too.

Just lay low. Maybe order delivery or something.

Yeah, I know. I feel like I haven’t really seen you this week. We’ve both been coming and going a lot.

Yeah, let’s watch a movie.

Yesssss, I’ll let you pick this time.

Okay, c’mon, it wasn’t that scary.

Seriously? That weak-ass slasher movie scared you?

Awww, poor baby.

Next time I’ll cover your eyes for you. I’ll tell you when the scary part is happening so you can leave the room.

So, speaking of dates, are you still, uh, still talking to that guy? The, uh, the chef?

Yeah? How’s that going?

Good, good. He’s… treating you well?

What? I’m sorry! Can’t I be interested in my best friend’s dating life?

Just want to make sure he’s treating you right. You know, taking you out, opening up doors for you and all that.

He is? Okay, that’s good to hear. Like, he’s been taking you out?

Oh, nice. That place is, like, super expensive, right? It’s the fancy sushi place downtown?

Shit, so he’s really trying to impress you, huh?

Does he… make you feel good? Like, are you comfortable around him?

I guess I just mean—he’s not pressuring you into moving too fast? I know you’re just trying to go slow and have fun after everything you went through last year with your ex.

Good.

Shut up, you know I’m just looking out for you. I know how guys can be and…

What do I do on dates? Well… you’ll have to go out with me to find out.

I don’t know, I guess I just… try to make them feel special. Pay for everything, unless she wants specifically to go half-and-half.

Um… I don’t know, now you’re putting me on the spot!

Whatever, I’m a good boyfriend. I’m old-fashioned. I like chivalry.

Yeah, I’m actually a great boyfriend.

So, is it getting serious between you and the chef?

Yeah?

Okay, so I should expect to see him around here—or hear him, rather?

Wh–oww!

Okay, okay, not my business.

Mmm, well he’s a lucky guy.

Oh, no, I just meant—you know. He’s lucky ’cause… you’re such a great person.

He’s lucky—anyone would be lucky to be with you. I’m lucky that I get to live with you. And have you… as a friend, you know?

Yes, of course, I mean that.

You totally get me. It’s nice… having someone who understands me so well.

I really appreciate our friendship. Everything you do for me…

Okay, okay, this is getting too sappy. Put on a movie already.

Oh my god, you’re never going to let me live this down, are you? I just meant that… that you’re a good person and I want to make sure that you’re being treated right.

That these guys are treating you how… how I would treat you. If you and I were…

I’ve… yeah. I mean, maybe I’ve thought about it before.

I mean, you come home and complain about not being listened to. Or not feeling appreciated by the guys you’re going out with.

And… I can’t help but think about how I would do it differently.

I would never let you feel unappreciated. Never disrespect you.

How would I…? How would I treat you if we were… together?

Well… I would… I would make you feel good. All the time.

You would… be my number one priority.

You… you want me to keep going?

Um… okay, I would treat you well. At night, when you get home from work, I would… greet you at the door with a glass of wine.

Okay, okay, yeah that’s stupid. Too cliche.

I would… make dinner for you.

Not every day, but you know, we’d take turns.

And I’d ask you about your day. Obviously. But I’d actually listen.

Yeah, I would listen and ask you questions and… and, y’know, actually be engaged. I know how guys can be sometimes. Like, they’ll pretend they're listening, but they’re just nodding along and thinking about completely other things.

Yeah, I wouldn’t do that. I’d care—I do care about what’s going on in your life.

I would also… make you feel safe. You know, emotionally. Physically, too, of course. But, I’d make you feel like… you know, you could tell me anything. Which, you can, by the way.

And um… I would also… be assertive. And always tell you exactly what I want.

Is that… was that okay?

Yeah? Good. Because… I’ve wanted to do that for so long.

You’re glad I did that?

I am, too. I don’t know why now felt like the right time, but…

Come here. Let me… let me show you… how I feel…

Fuck… your mouth… you taste so good…

Yeah, come here. Turn around. Let me… feel you…

Oh… fuck, you feel good.

You… like that? Like my hands squeezing your tits?

Move your neck. Let me…

That’s it, lean back against me. While I… slide my hands up inside your shirt…

Fuck… do you like that? You like them squeezed hard?

Harder?

Oh, fuck, let me take care of you. Let me just… make you feel good.

Yeah, your tits are so fucking gorgeous. You feel so fucking good. You like that? You like my hands all over them?

What if I… touch your thigh…? Just drag my fingers down… your gorgeous skin…

I want you so bad… Oh my god, how did we not do this sooner?

You want my fingers? Yeah?

Want me to just… slide… my fingers… down your underwear?

Are you going to be nice and wet for me down there? Yeah?

Oh, fuck.

Fuck, you are so wet. Playing with your nipples got you this wet?

Yeah, ’cause it was me? That’s hot… that’s so fucking hot…

Even though we’re… we’re roommates… and we’ve been best friends for so long… I just feel like… this is right. Like this is how it was always supposed to be between us…

Oh, you want me to shut up and keep touching you?

Okay, okay.

Well, I’m going to keep playing with this nipple… keep twisting it around while I run my fingers over your clit… and play with your gorgeous pussy…

Yeah, let me just tug on these nipples… just squeeze them… roll them around in my fingers…

You like that? Yeah, I can tell you do…

Those little moans… God, those are making me hard.

Give me more. Let me hear you…

Fuck, yeah, that’s it, baby…

I had no idea how much you like having your nipples played with. Mm, now that I know… I’ll make sure to pay a lot of attention to them…

Yeah? You’d like that?

What do you want, huh?

You want to fuck me? You want to see my cock?

Yeah? It’s so hard right now. Can you feel it up against your back?

Yeah, I’ll fuck you with my fingers first.

I’ll start with one…

You’re clenching already.

I’ll just go ahead and put in another… there you go. Two fingers sliding in and out of you…

Fucking—yeah, just like that. Just going to fuck you with my fingers…

So good, you’re so fucking good… that’s it. Roll your hips into me.

Fuck my hand. Yeah, just like that.

You want more? One more finger?

Here you go, one more… three fingers… fucking three in and out of you…

Holy shit… oh, fuck…

Fuck…

And these nipples… god, I can’t stop tugging on them. Can’t stop twisting them around…

Come here, come here. You want my dick?

Turn around. Turn around, I’ll make you feel fucking good, I promise.

You ready? Tell me when you’re ready.

Now? Okay, here…

Oh, fuck… oh, fuck…

Is that good? You feel me? Feel me deep?

So good… so fucking good…

Yeah, fuck me back… roll your hips, roll your hips… oh, god, yeah, that’s good…

Yeah, yeah, that’s it… I can make you feel so good… so fucking good…

Oh my god, you’re squeezing my cock… so tight around me—

I want you to— want you to cum on my cock…

Cum on my cock…

Oh, fuck, have you been waiting for this?

Yeah? You’ve been thinking about me? While those other guys fuck you, you’re just thinking of me…

I can make you cum so hard if you want it. I can make you cum harder than you’ve ever cum…

You want that? I can make you feel so good, so fucking good.

Let me fill you up—let me fill you—

Let me fill you up—let me fill you—

I’m getting close, I’m close…

Just… a little… harder… a little harder… f-faster… faster… oh god…

I’m cumming! I’m cumming—

Oh… my god.

I… um…

I don’t know. I don’t know what to say.

Just…

Come here. It’s okay. We don’t have to… we don’t have to say anything.

Can you pick the movie already?